unheard

i mean it’s ok…when you’re talking in a place like this…..you’re lucky if someone reads this shit…especially when its dysfunctional….
 
but…out there…..i cant pick a time when i actually felt like i was heard…so online conversations were going better than those…but then you find forums…now they’re fine alright, helpful….you’re anonymous….then after a while….people get to know you…like those in the out-of-net life….you feel judged…..i also think i’m going unheard….awesome….fucking awesome!
 
and people outside….not online…but in day to day life….oh dont get me started….fuck i’d gladly live alone…but when you’re there….and i’m talking….and its important…and u go to your ‘selective hearing mode’….all i can think of is pttuing a gun to my head…………slip thru the window…….keep the pillow on my face till i naturally suffocate………hmmm should be more methods…..should be………….
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