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 guess at one point we all question our worthiness…its a big thing….important feeling…feeling worth ..well thats what i’ve seen with myself…and people i’ve spoken to……

do you feel worthy of what you get?….do you feel you deserve those bad things….or don’t deserve those good things?……do you feel you’re worth more than what you get?
do you question the worthiness of others…friends…enemies…?
 
but then again who are we to judge…..?……the fact that i couldnt see why who is worth what…lead me to only conclude that you get what you have to….probably what you deserve…..big believer of karma….i cant not belive in karma…because for me it works perfectly…i don’t know if it’s just an illusion…but seriously, anything negative i do…something happens…and when i do something good….i get something too….it keeps me grounded…whether its for real..or just a matter of how i percieve things….
 
but yeah…worthiness……i keep telling people…as long as you got blood running through your veins you’re worthy…
but i think i got to take that back…the living or the dead….its all worthy…it all has a reason…for…well…simply existing…the cycle of life….
even when the warmth of blood no more soothes ur veins…when your heart is dead weight…..the air in your lungs is stagnant…and those wretched little monsters come to decompose the solid proof of your existence…..you’re still worh it…
they live on you..like you live off of other living things…..we go back to square one…give a little something back to the earth…..
 
whatever is present…whatever is there…exists…..is worthy…not of a price tag…but of use…..tables….the floor….whatever….the goodness of it all….of us all…is in how we make use of ourselves and these things…..when we abuse them….or even ourselves and eachother…..we steal the worthiness…..we make those we harm feel and seem less worthy…its not fair…
 
apart from that if this life is a never ending circle….it bugs me…..it bugs me that we’re running…walking or just living in a ring……never ending….be born…..die…be born…die…..so its not the destination…the start or the end…its the journey…the life you live…..that is worth…if you were born…howvere you were born…..you were born….
that’s it…the game has begun…you didn’t choose your birth…so don’t choose your death…live and fight the urge to run away and shun life….because that is your choice….sure there are alot of constraints in that too…but you can control alot urself…how you feel for instance….make it worth it….and you’ll make life worthy…when you see everything else as worthy…..
 
the blood warms your veins…the earth pads your feet……the air plays on your skin…gives you life..you breathe…
the water drives you clean…the fire wakes you up…wake up….and just live…everything…every little thing…is worth it…..life……..
 
 

 

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