energiser

i think i do know what i believe in…what makes sense to me is energy
i don’t know about souls and hearts…entities, abstract concepts always amuse me…
but these….i can’t figure…i can’t make sense of them
but i feel…these…these entities…make sense to me…in the form of energy…everything…felt….physically, emotionally , consists of energy…i feel it
energy brings things together, holds them apart…or rather…breaks them apart
it can create…it can destroy…
and from here….it ticks in my head…..what is what…….fear……happiness….anger…the ticking of our nerves…the raging of our blood…whatever it carries….emotion…all works of main…pure energy…..
finallly…spirits…souls…..god,probably……energy……
it come down to this…for me…….our lives…our earth…..universe…multi verses….creations of energy……
the origin of the energy?…..unknown….maybe thats what god is…….how ever far back we go……through a vortex of time and space…..there is no proof….or solid claim we can make…..about the absolute beginning of life……but i feel the only sensible fuel of life is energy…….
too scientific…?…logical…?…..missing out on fairies or angels….?….i know i’m not……i think that itself …that is so basic, so natural….is super natural in itself….
love…passion….the vibes…the good…the creepy…shivers down your spine, the stinging in you chest…however explained….muscle spasms if you may…all results of energy…..
i love the thought of it…because though it seems explainanble it is unexplainable…the start of life is an enigma…..
i can live with it….
god?…a question mark….
i can live with it…
how much ever we try and cut down the rungs of this ladder……the ‘absolute truth’…though it may exist…..there’s no finding it
just live…..just die….
you loose…when you choose to merely exist
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