in groups ur a king..alone u’re just a ding a ling

so what pleausure do we get from degrading some one?….. why when we’re alone we’re quite but in the presence of our buddies..our group, gang or what not…we suddenly have the audacity to say or do so much, especially attack other people?….and why do we get pleasure from it?……standing out…become a hero among your ‘groupies’…..and for what?…..for some stupid remark, taunt, insult you throw at one or two people?…wow some hero you are…..bravo!
 
humans and their quest for power….to stand out some way or the other….we all have a little bush with us…no not that bush (eew pervert!)….big B…Bush….
 
last week i was walking with my friend who’s fat….(no i’m not being cold, over judgemental, he is fat, he knows that, i know that, that doesnt make him anyless my friend)…so anyway…yeah we were walking to the video store to get ‘saw 1’…when these bunch of skinny runts sitting outside go like ‘hey fatty’…or some shit…..
now these ‘boys’…should have been round 19….17…..ish…..yes very mature for your age…i turned around to ask them what their problem was…..my friend was right….i should have just ignored them cause they knew that they aggravated me and would go on. so we get the dvd, walk out, friend lights a cigarette and they go like…’you shouldnt smoke’….’yeah its bad for your health’….’anyway you’re so ‘thhinn”….yeah…fucking hilarious…original…they should have been on the david letterman show….faggots!
 
today i went to return the same dvd….i was half expecting a bunch of jobless dicks sitting there…dont know if they were the same…but their ‘genious’ comments this time were…’oh look tomboy’……rightio….i wanted to turn aruond and just see who said it…but i shutup….borrowed new dvds…walked back…silence is golden….but very aggravating……don’t know if it was the same people, but 3 others were walking behind me and talking about me…’oh look a tomboy…she’s walking alone…don’t think it matters…tough ass’….in a mocking way……rightio again…and really what pleasure do you get from your taunts?…..
 
for some reason i wnat to go back…hear more…and this time…i dunno…not say anything…just stare them in the eye….i dunni…maybe i should…maybe i shouldn’t…i just want to piss them off….
 
would like to see if any of those dickheads would have the same amount of audacity so as to even look anyone in the eye if they were alone….to even breathe out loud when my friend and i walked passed them if they didnt have their ‘girlfriends’ with them….one swing and the wussies would fly back inot their mothers’ wombs.
 
cheap bastards want cheap thrills….all in all….we can’t point fingers, cause at one point we’ve gone and cheaply thrilled ourselves….humans are cheap….i remember standing on diandra’s terrace and the both of us calling out weird things to strangers walking below…and then ducking our heads….
choice lies whether you can have some respect for people…specially ones you dont even know…who’s lives are none of your fucking business…and just let them be….
 
have a laugh but don’t push it…don’t hurt some one elses self image…i may have…but i’m not willing to do it again….you learn…or simply understand that if you were walking their path..you wouldn’t like it….for whatever reason…..
 
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