justify &seperate

3)
so i guess i can justify all my feelings…all i do…
then again who cant….everyone’s got a reason…why they are who they are…why they do what they do….but justifications dont make things right…..i wish they did…but i’m glad they dont….
and i am indeed that hypocrite….but then again i have….i’m pretty sure of…been faithful to those who have been faithful to me…tit for tat….i dnt think iz rigth…but i still do it…
thing is revenge or the whole "u smack my ass…i smack urs" rule only gives self satisfaction..temorary..that is…whats the point?/
iz pretty self centered too…..ppl have their reasons……
well now iz all done….time to get over the past has just started….but as time goes on…i’ve come to realize tht i need to deal with the past to get over it…i cant deal with it….i cant say or do shit….
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…..neither can i scream…so sit here by my side…and i’ll still feel alone…oh "fuck them,fuck him,fuck her and fuck u..for not having the strenght in ur hearts to pull thru…i have failed…(i dnt remember)..i’ve fucked up, i’ve had plans..doesnt give me the right to take my life with my own hands.."
i wont take my life…but i’ll take blood…..

toodles poodles…….i know this is only shit to u(doesnt include u ‘nitty gritty’ u deserve soo much)and this has nothing to do w/ the pic…iz really cool

4)
stand apart…for just this once…and watch everything go on with out u in it…it’s beautiful….
u know u’re not the centre of the world…but wen u’re in it…u can only really c u …like u’re in the movie…and not watching the movie….
step aside….and watch the movie…iz weird…things u notice….it’s just more interesting than being in the circle…i dunno y…i dont get it….no one gets it!

funny how u think that everything u thought…u planned…u swore would never happen…happens…in the most unlikely way….u were not at all prepared for it….u condemned others for it….never thinking perhaps y they couldn’t avoid it…..
but i dnt wanna be tht…i dnt wanna be tht hypocrite….evry step a contradiction??
now how the fuck am i supposed to get thru this….?…i havta keep repeating…."no expectaions no disappointments"

woooohooooo pay the price for ur birth….death

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