continuation….brain clog

it works in some areas….now i’m here…so i’ll just make use of thespace

 people and pity….people and the obvious…whats the deal with this life

everyones
got something for them, everyone’s got soemthing missing…what we have
is what we use, what we don’t have keeps us going…but we make it so
much more complicated.

 

in the basic concept that there
are somethings we have and somethings we don’t we’re all then, pretty
much equal…but we make some facets more important than the other…
the quest for one of them may be more important than the other….but
then if we created it, we can destroy it, but we don’t….

 

from
money, to complexion, from physical disablities to mental and
psychlogical problems… either live on pity,feed pity to the
‘unerpriveledged’….want more, but what are we wanting?….gold to
feed an emptiness that would be filled if we could just see the beauty
around us instead of destroying it to fill the same emptiness…

round and round and round we go in our quest for larger wings…

i thought the further i’d go i’d learn to be cleare…but seems like i’m larning more of gibirish…

my
point is….n the end we’re all the same….but we keep making big gaps
for the differences among us…when u come to think of it…that we all
have certain things and we all don’t..so in that we’re all the same

..we
dont have feel sorry for ourselves or others…. what we have makes us
live, and what we don’t keeps us moving forward….but u also need to
know how to love what u have….and to not make excuses and become
complacent and for petes sake quit pitying others….i feel pit gives
people an excuse to  not be all they can….

 fuck knows if any of this is understood….aah well…

when i worked in the spastics society…i saw the most capable bunch of people…even with pity from their family members…pity, rebuke, discouragement…..these kids are more capable than ‘normal’ kids….but if they didnt get any push from places…like they’re school for instance…they wouldn’t budge….they’d live their entire lives like most of the elderly  people i’ve seen…live on excuses…..

things like cerebral palsy, autism…their born with…but they still wind up with  jobs…families..but if their efforts had no positive outcomes then they’d be truly crippled….they would have no reason to move….

compare them to the relatives i met…one went deaf recently…that too it was his own doing……he can still see, so read, write, converse……the rest of his senses are still alive but he acts like they’re dead…cause its easier to use one single problem as an excuse to not use the rest cause they want to take the effort….to live in hope that when it is fixed u’ll start living again..but what it doesn’t…he was supposed to get a cochlear implant…but the doctors said that now it won’t be possible…so now he wont move…..he’s got his wife to take care of him…but u see a loathe in her eyes….her life has stifled because he’s stifled his own….bring urself down…but also bring some one else to a dead end?…..thats two birds with one stone…course course…u’ll say she doesn’t have to stick around but it’s india…..and well there’s a huge stigma to such things…and so i can only respect her for that…but even she can do things from home but shes sucked herself into the monotony also…

so again…i don’t get it…people and excuses…people and pity…..u know u’re rally crippled when u don’t think out of the box…u’re shackles begin in ur mind….

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