share this ground with some heart

it frustrates me that people can be harsh to others…. it frustrates me that people can cause pain to some one, demoralize them, tear them to bits, mercilessly…..

not that the ill-treatment of animals or anything living is okay….but i’m just focusing on humans here….

and i’m not saying that you can go through life with out hurting anyone….if we don’t make mistakes we don’t learn…and just because it’s written in a book, or a holy book, what may seem wrong or right… not even the most faithful will blindly follow rules to not lie so some one like me who follows no book is no different from them…we all will make mistakes and we all will try and justify them…and many of these mistakes will be against each other…but mistakes are meant to bring about learning, change, wisdom, maturity…

and little mistakes will suffice to help us eye-ball the effect of bigger mistakes so we do not need to make them…and more over, when other’s make mistakes with us, and we know how it feels… we also get an idea of how the same thing may effect some one else….

then why the fuck do people have to push it? we’re all here.. all of us are just born into situations, surrounded by people, in skins and conditions we get no choice over…it’s all fine…it’s all nature….but i think we’re all just as clueless as eachother when we’re born and since instinct is not enough for us because our brains decided to get all bulky…we’ve all found or are still finding reasons that make sense to us for our lives..our beings…..

we’re all clueless…you may think you have the answers…and fine, if that’s what you want to believe…..but still everything is not absolutely squeaky clear….i don’t believe in anything…but even i have a religion of my own….i follow my own ideas and beliefs and have my own understanding and justifications for life and all that comes with it….

we’re all hanging by a thread….

what i’m trying to say is, whatever one believes and whatever one’s life situation is we’re all human…

and this goes to all life on earth…we’re here….that’s the main truth…the biggest truth…..we share this ground…why not share it with some dignity, with some love, and as much equality as possible…

those few bastards on top, who need bling to eveb clean their asses…and like the fact that charity is a great reality show and reputation uplifter…are purely bastards….

i don’t need more money…but i know people who want more money and are making my life miserable for it…

fuck them…..if they weren’t so fucking selfish i could get on with my life…but no….but i still have a roof over my head, and food on my plate…or atleast in tin cans…. a new amplifier, lens or canvases and further education can wait…and even if they don’t happen…i know i won’t die of the cold or hunger…

i don’t need more money….but i know millions who NEED more money…..

i may have been ill-treated and will be ill-treated from time to time…but i know millioms who are continuously mistreated and abused, mentally, physically, emotionally…and injustice is their life…and justice is just a dream…a heaven that the bible claims exists…(i only say ‘claims’ because i don’t believe in it, but you are free to believe what you want)…

for what? for how we advertise the apparent beauty in power, in riches, in big, big and bigger with skinny and muscular… and we won’t more…and more and more…

where did we go wrong…..? what switch turned us into brutal hogs…..? a few people trying to save animals, a few people going and aiding people, educating and giving to those in need…is a big thing….but this world is massive…and we don’t need big things…..we need massive multiplied by billion to make a change….but i think some where in eberyone’s hearts we all know it won’t happen…or just like to blindly believe that it will…you know why? the few, the puppet masters….have faithful puppets and have an iextinguishable drive to rise beyond their wildest dreams at the cost of others…

that’s not success….that’s just a show…..when you die (and i know i’ve said this before)…you’re not going to take this show to your grave….

the world needs aid…kisses…and love….it needs to be mended….

i thought i could start with something and then move on to do bigger things….but the scale of suffering clearly shows my little steps mean almost nothing…

man, it’s frustrating…

why did i start off with the whole treating eachother nicely? because it all begins from here *points to my heart*…and everyone around us….dropping greed and the urge to harm those around us and we’ll not even think of harming more people… and cause no cycle of violence either….

it’s not difficult at all…we just need to drop the charade….

we’re family man…that doesn’t mean people have to call each other brother and sister, or mother and father …it means we’re here….and we share this ground…and we need to stop living under pretense and really do something…

the red cross, amnesty….all these guys are not enough…the entire world needs to be involved…

i think i’m going to burst…..’cause i can say this….i can say all of this a hundred times over but it won’t mean much…words don’t beat actions and actions aren’t all reflexes…and a blog is just a blog after all….

NIN-  will never die…i hope…. (though i’m very skeptical about ‘Strobelight’) anyway..enjoy..for now…

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