just me and me alone…

it’s not that what others say doesn’t matter at all…it’s not that i’m not shy, or absolutely care free….it has nothing to do with that…
but i learnt a long time back that being too concerned about the rest of the world’s opinions is absolutely worthless….there are some worth caring about…there are many it’s not…because in the end you’re not going to be answerable to them…..you’re going to be answerable to yourself…
yeah you’re answerable to yourself…that’s it….end of the day…you need to look at yourself and feel okay…if not good or great….at least that’s how it here in my world…the rest…don’t count…’cause they’re not going to be there when you’re in dirt…if you got no dignity then you go down in a sad, sad way…
this doesn’t mean i walk out of the house saying fuck you to the world…..but in the end all i do is for me….i may wear a tie around my head ’cause i think its the best way to go out…..i may get depressed to see that no one else find it as ‘rad’ as i think it is…but i wont change it…i will walk shyly …but i wont change it.,….because it’s all about me, for me…. i believe that things like clothes, hair and these things you do, do not have any real
significance….hair is just hair, clothes are just clothes…so if other’s have opinions about them that’s fine, but they shouldn’t shake your world…. if other’s have a problem with something significant that i do…say for instance, i swear too much when i speak and it makes them uncomfy, i get that….i can change that…it makes sense….if something i do brings harm to some one else…i would rather change it than carry on the same way…
but certain , little things…they don’t matter…they don’t cause the world to spin or the sun to rise or set… i can only give so much importance to some one else’s opinion…. i’m all open to criticism…if it makes sense to me, and it will lead me to some sort of improvement, you can go ahead and let me know…but the sarcasm….you can keep it to yourself… i don’t do things to prove anything to you…. it’s about me…only me….
it’s time …sometimes you know that you’re done with the people in your life….and  need to stop associateing with them at least on a regular basis…especially when you know they just won’t let you be….you are who you are…and if you can let them be with all their quirks, then they should be able to do the same..
bring me the scissors…it’s time i cut this noose that binds us….
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