if i could be your superman

what’s tragic is tragic…

what’s bullshit, is bullshit…

what is just is what it is….

and it’s easier to accept when you can do something about it…when you lose only after you’ve done all you could….

but all things in life are not that simple…

and what’s even more aggravating, is when the colour grey is not spreading all over your life but in the lives of some one who is extremely important to you…and what’s beyond any point of aggravation is knowing that this venomous grey is nothing solvable, by you or anyone…it’s just a plain, simple fact of life. death.

and i can write on and on, about the deaths of those dear to you…and the deaths of those near to me…supposedly dear to me.. i can be neutral, stable and sensible….but i finally got a hit that made me stumble…..i finally knew what it’s like to see loss in the life of some one truly dear to me…
all truth’s apply, all facts stay the same…but they seem less bearable, more unfair and bits of me are craving to be some god…some super human, super power…something that could steal the facts and replace them with beautiful fiction…..

summer is making me sick…

i won’t over look all the good that’s happened,
but the blade held by this summer has been sharpened,
i’d go to war if i was a season,
there would be no action less worthy of such treason,
but i’m just flesh and bones and ideas and hopes,
perspectives are jokes when it comes to nature’s course…

and that’s that…
fuck it all…
sometimes all anyone can do is hold on and hope…nothing less and nothing more…

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3 thoughts on “if i could be your superman

  1. we can strip courses of life to its very basic level; say its just another happening – death being an ironic way for (other) life to go on. we try to fight fear of it; it facing someone else or ourselves.

  2. but there are times when it hits hard and it gets harder when u have absolutly no idea why it should hit you, not to mention hit you hard. at the same time tho, as much as you may wish to have the powers to restore the loss or alter the events there is nothing that can be done because nothing is meant to be done. its purpose, as hard as it is to accept, will be made obvious at some time; either soon or later.

  3. i know that, the part of not having the power to alter events…

    as for a purpose… i don’t believe that there’s this purpose that just exists, or that things happened to fulfill this purpose… because such belief suggests that the purpose exists before the event .. i believe that the purpose comes after the event… in other words, after something happens we find a purpose or several purposes that the event’s happening fulfilled…we give it a purpose as a sort of justification for its happening and a sort of consolation that it’s happened and it’s a fact that we just have to accept…
    but that’s just my belief…your beliefs are fair for you… either belief is not bad or good…got to keep walking after all…

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