i mean what i mean, it means what it means to me.

so i believe meaning is relative….i mean, whether or not i believe it, or you believe it…the meanings people give to certain things are relative…

somethings are definite and universal…we can all agree a sheet is a sheet, or a comb is a comb…a bed is a bed etc… these things have common characteristics and regardless of the shapes and sizes they may come in…we can identify them as the concrete objects they are believed to be.

what we see, is what we see….but how we see it, can defer….perspectives vary from person to person…yeah, i know you already know that…

for things that are less concrete and more abstract, the lines blur…and they become more hard to define…like there is a set identity for what is purple, and what is brown, but i still find people getting confused about what looks like purple and what looks like brown…and they confuse the two…

how we see things, effects what we see….yeah?…yeah….i see a bed, and i decide to just sit on it, instead of sleeping on it….then a bed serves the function that a chair normally would and  so the bed is in a way a chair for me…the lines blur…

we know what anger is, what happiness is…but what makes me angry or happy may be different from what makes you angry or happy….blurring lines….

so basic definitions, are some what a like, but the feeling of these things are not the same…they cannot always be agreed on by everyone..

ok there is a point to all of this…there really is…it’s about self respect…..my definition of self respect…and it, i think is different from that of some of the people i know…. to me, it’s when you do something with out being in the right state of mind…it’s when you ignorantly hand over control to some one else…

i have ignorantly been handing things over to some one else…or elses (if i can pluralize it)..i’ve been breaking my carefully thought ideas and rules…testing the waters….but these waters have already been tested….i’ve been taking rides that i have taken before and learnt to not…

i have been losing my religion…been losing my self respect…

geez, and i can’t even come up with an example…i just know what i mean….and i mean what i mean…

this year…this year makes up for my last year of luck…i’m a sucker for my own superstitions (i know i’ve said this before)…and i’ve been sucked into a spiral where i gave up my balls…figuratively speaking…..it’s a shame…

here’s something when you feel emo (the “mature” kind) and horney at the same time…haha..i laughed..for real…

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