today, a good day?

what a day yesterday was..nothing spectacular…but something different…life wasn’t totally on my side, but a the same time it was…

what was supposed to be a typical day at the hospital turned out to be quite different…discovered that i have the voice of one of those operators, got introduced to a very cool speech therapist..saw a gigantic cake that came alive and started eating people…kidding…nooo shiiit….

the hideous music in the background was and still the same….and in huge bold red letters life is hightlighting where i’m stuck…my meteor has attacked me and left a crater that i suppose will take a while to be filled in….so everything is on a similar plain, but other, pleasant little things springing up around the crater…

today, with all my heart, i just did not want to go for a particluar appointment…first it got delayed…and then while i was making some chai and staring at the phone for the appointment to be cancelled…it got cancelled… i smiled the largest, most hideous smile that i could have…

tomorrow’s trip to the beech became a lunch on the next day… another smile…

little pleasant things…

yesterday, when i came home and turned the radio on, there was only instrumental music and islamic prayers in every station i turned to..the ruler of Ras Al Khaimah died…after 62 years of reign….62 years?i can’t focus on running anything for more than 5 minutes, forget running a country for more than 5 years…well good for him i guess…he was sick for a while too….i believe death is freedom in a lot of ways, especially when you’re suffering like that….

doesn’t mean you take your own life either…  i know it’s contradictory, but let’s save that for topic for later…

that was some of the best instrumental music i’d heard in a long time.. another smile…another song…?…. these guys, move me…no..move my soul…i don’t remember the title of their songs, and there aren’t any words to keep my mind on track or make me sing along…but like a youtuber said, their music speaks…

wonder what today will be like…

 

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