uh, oh?

i hate it when something good happens, that makes you wish it didn’t…

no, it’s not that i’m ungrateful for it…in fact, i cherish it…it melts my heart…..i actually “aww” even though i hate the way an “aww” sounds…

but i’m shit scared….sometimes… the good….is scary……

breath…seems to leave me…

why couldn’t they just be another bunch of words that mean nothing?

why would life teach you the extent to which people can be insincere and then throw some one who speaks with heart in front of you?

i didn’t need hope, i had not given up on people…

i just needed time for the sores to settle and heal…

who is anybody to decide when i am ready?

this is pessimism at it’s best, in my world….at least…

my meteors hit me, and they hit hard….and here life is handing me some superbly soothing balm….

i rarely use creams and balms to heal wounds…rarely…almost never…i should be grateful..

i still hope that the words are insincere…

i’d rather get hurt now than after we walk further into the sea…

shit…

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