taming the moi

bleh….i mean, fuck this…

i want to go…i want to have fun…i want to nod my head to music others head bang to…i want to cheer the local talent….i want to learn all i can from him….above all of this i just want to be around him…no i’m talking about god…haha…ok…sorry…not funny…

you’d think that 2 decades of mishaps would change you enough to make you wiser about when and how you speak, about the choices you make and all that…but always need to learn and re learn, and know how and when to do what…but it’s just not enough is it?

or maybe it is..for some…and some of us are slow learners…..and may be…maybe i’m just being a bit more dramatic……but it shouldn’t be so hard to streamline my fucking thought.s….to take the cheaper mode of transport…to do things more ‘right’ then stupid…

it’s just that those green, pink, blue notes never had much value for me…and when i see them i think “ick…err…you’re ugly”… so i have no interest in handling them…and i never want to be too addicted to handling them….

so when i get careless with those paper bastards….sacrifices need to be made….potential experiences need to be thrown into the fire….

but a choice is a choice…need to start today accepting my choice…that it’s not irrational…and it’s important to keep my word to myself…and to make most of the day regardless of what i think i might be missing…

sometimes it’s so easy to forget the reasons behind why you make certain choices.. exceptions are always brighter and more beautiful…

YOU NEED TO WATCH THESE GUYS…such a kick ass band and a kick ass song…

 

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