all i can do right,today is write….

today..is barely over…and it’s barely begun…

the only awakening was a phone call…a beautiful one that was turned sour by the injection of an infection by the parasite who delivered a beautiful soul…

and definition of what’s right is relative…

so what’s so right about what i write?…nothing, if you really think about…

everything, if I really think about it…

ha!

what can be so right and what can be so wrong of what you feel….emotions can be controlled, avoided and changed, but i think they are neutral in the end…..your actions, your words and your stream of thoughts can go to the ends of right or wrong, and or can be sort of right and sort of wrong, all depending on the context and things like that……but emotions…in the sense of being right or wrong, are just what they….

what is just is…..

the ‘is’ism of emotions…the neutralism of emotions.. call it what you like….maybe the anger you feel is for a wrong cause…..maybe because you got your facts wrong…or the guilt or hapinness (trying to be positive) is for the right cause…..but these emotions in themselves…..anger, love, hate, happiness whatever…devoid of the causes that attach their tentacle-like arms to them to link them to reality and give them a more concrete form…these emotions, with no strings attached…..are neutral in nature, i believe…..

they can’t be right or wrong…they can just be…

the same way, certain things and fats about life just are what they are…you can dissect them and find reason after reason…but in the end…you can just go like ‘so what? that’s just what it is…’

i don’t know if it makes sense..all i know is what makes sense to me right now…this makes sense to me right now…and right now i’m right to me…and how i feel is just what it is….so therefore if i feel i am right, no one can do much about it….because it’s just what i feel….as in, it’s an emotion i feel….nothing tangible, nothing sensible…therefore it’s neutral…

wow i think i feel dizzy now….

peace…

 

 

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