To Mr. Einstein..it takes one stone to kill this bird..

the number of times i’ve had conversations with people inside and outside of my head about life, purpose, being, existence and what not…the depth of these conversations…i’d think that i wouldn’t suffer from time to time with the feeling of purposelessness, lack of depth and detachment from reality…

but it creeps in…stupid creep…and i indulge in meaningless behaviour, in repetition and turning to one supposed-to-be purposeful organization, group or something or the other…and doing this and that, and losing control, letting my thoughts go from my head to toe, my fingers tapping out of control, then turning to guitar strings, while my mind wander to the keyboard, at the same time music insists on playing in the background, and all at the same time movies suddenly want to be watched…my ass seems glued to a space, but my limbs ache for movement…all the same time while my eyes scan screens and screens on screens, books scream out to be read…suddenly i care to look gorgeous, wish my hair was longer, but want to chop it off…

it’s so irritating…

baseless..

wasteful…

not like i never waste…i multi task…and that’s something i’ve learned to accept about me…but when i multi task with out boundaries…that’s when i head for trouble…

but i’m reading “Einstein:The Life and Times” at the moment….

when they talk science…like science science…the shit flies over my head….it’s not shit…it’s just not things that i can understand from reading…but that i’d need some one to explain to me…but it’s not the science that i’m getting behind, it’s the man himself..who’s move people for who he was and what he discovered and understood about the world..

and i can’t help but wonder, if he wasted his time on these thoughts of purpose and purposelessness…

i mean would Albert Einstein have perhaps decided to leave philosophy for science, for the very reason that it gets you spinning round in circles?that perhaps at one point even with answers, or some answers, he found himself in a state of purposelessness and a sort of aimless, baseless feeling..that he decided to settle for hard ground, and discovered hard facts?  i mean i love philosophy…and i actually think that though philosophers keep spinning, the spiral goes more inward and makes more and more sense…

but they’ve never reached an ending point…things keep changing…ideas, thoughts, words themselves are so relative…and the world is uber colourful and wild and it keeps transforming as well..

I could never grab all of science, but i never devalued it’s beauty…

Speak to me Mr. Einstein…

drifting on to passive-mode…

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