Ghosts

regret, you may…some of your words…when you believed in them, and said them to those people in your life who came and moved you, lifted you up and blew life into you only to leave you…and if they don’t go…they change…

and it may hurt to think that if things change, that would make your words temporary…and sometimes ‘temporary’ can feel less meaningful, or less beautiful…

but if your words had heart, then they had life right? and if they had life, regardless of whether they were in the moment, and or could last a lifetime they were real right?…i would think so…

we’re human…we’re dynamic, constantly on the move, losing dead skin, bodies changing, minds evolving…

and in our movement there are some people who we let go off…and some people who let go of us…the thing is when words and bonds are shared…it’s hard to let go or be let go off…you hang onto those little links….

for some one to really let go off you i feel like you need to accept that you’ve been let go of….it’s when you accept that you’re ready to be let go, that you can really keep walking in life and share experiences with other people….other wise you linger in their lives like ghosts….and those moments and words you hang onto so tightly linger, like ghosts in your life.

the beauty of memories begins to wear off as they haunt you, and strip you off the chance to walk on and make more memories…

i cherish being let go off…normally…there are a few exceptions…but in most cases, i find it a relief to be let go of by passing friends and acquaintances…sometimes they are because i realize i can’t be around those people, or because the time simply as come…we have ripened  and must move on…and the relief also comes from the fact that i find it hard to keep up…some of us probably never learnt to not be alone…or in solitude rather…

and i’ve let go of people as well…regardless if they are related to me or not…but they linger like ghosts…and let me linger ghost-like…just passing the time…i’m not sure why… i don’t like it….it wastes our time..if they just could understand…

blood relations mean nothing…if they did, we’d be born into a world very close to heaven…humanity is everything…

religion, these formulas to life, society…they’re like passing fads…they just help us survive…they are the many mini faces of humanity, and some of these faces have only betrayed it..

gone further and further off topic…no matter…it’s my space to deviate in…my white paper to do as i please….seem to be craving it more than ever..

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