your warped opinion…

you proudly claim that you’re a homophobe

and you bend down on your knees and pray to your god.

where was your god when some dude was dry humping you? but you pray, and you fast and you’re obsessed with being tough, buff, and ace at defending yourself…just like me…but you’re a homophobe…

i understand where you’re coming from…

and if it’s that easy to stereotype them, especially when one hurts you…

what am i supposed to be ? a man-phobe? i have every reason to be if i take things from your jagged perspective…hell, if i take that view i even have every right to be homosexual..

there’s no pride in any phobia…especially when it comes from a tunnel vision where an incident or two makes you put a certain kind of people in a bag, shut it tight and shove it under your bed…and you kneel beside that bed and pray to that god who apparently wants the best for you, and watches over you…

you fast for him to give you intuition and see the signs…

where were the signs when he came over to try and fuck you? who was protecting you when you barely had the strength to be the man you are now…

it’s fine…everyone to how own…

truth is, you’re ultimately alone…i’d think you’d realize this in the way you constantly find the need to armor yourself…placing muscle on muscle…and with all the experiences we’ve shared i’d think you’ve learnt enough that it is absolutely unfair to categorize homosexuals, races or anyone and anything…

you need help…you need to realize there is no longer a threat …you’re a man now, not a boy…your life is in your hands …you have more control over your life…and every man, woman , child has good and bad, and is worth to be valued… whether he’s hetero, metro, or homo sexual..

but you’re little proclamation makes me categorize you in only one way…

idiot…

you’re such an idiot…if i could control my anger i would have told you all this and more…but i can’t…

there you go, i’ve put YOU in a bag, tied it tight, and shoved it under my bed…i don’t kneel or pray beside that bed…all apologies…

it’s funny that this is what i’ve come to think of the man i once looked up to…

i don’t know if i should pity you, or rebuke you…

 

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